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2009-11-01T18:06:00.001+08:00

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thank you very much..;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

2009-07-29T00:00:00.009+08:00

{ if only times could be rewind,will you swear it all over again..♥}

baby..it could be the 2nd anniversary of ours today..
i miss you a loaddddsss...
but at the same time,i like hating you..
for bringing me all this hard times all this while..><
`not hating you of not loving me anymore..
but hating myself for im still loving you..
once you said before that when you see me cry you will heart pain..
but if on THAT DAY;i cry..
will you really feel heartpain again..
i doubt so barh..><
if today,i treat you as an enermy..
dont blame me for it..
thats the only way i can do to reduce the pain barh..
my heart is numb. . .till dont know,what is really called PAIN. . .
i have think over and over again..
what actually wents wrong..
..and mostly is..*** *****-**..

"how i wish that i could teach my heart that;loving you is a BIG crime that i have made.."

loves ♥,

2009-07-27T00:16:00.009+08:00

{ it doesnt belong to me in the first place..just trying to give it up..♥}

yesterday had a half day fun at ansel house..;DDDDDDDDD

playing pool at the funtion room..;DDDDDDDD

afterwhich,ansel's parents ordered sakae sushi..

yum,yum..

my sushi keep on dropping here and there..

im really sucks in taking chopsticks..><

and..my salmon sushi drop into wasabi soya sauce..><

but still okays lar..

after the 2nd pool game..

went to have the buffet,outside the room..;DDDDDDD

had fired rice..hahas..;DDDDDDDDDD

im really a PIG..eat alot..><

and more. . .DRINKS..

i drank 2cans of milo..3cups of fruit punch..hehes..{:

after yum,yum..

suggested to go up to ansel house..

after that,decided to sneak back to funtion room..

to steal beer..;DDDDDDD

and guess what. . .ansel's dad is high..

he let us take..

we still steal until so. . .

manage to get about 5-7 cans of it..

...back to his room..

watch a M-18 show..><

his maid was like. . .you watching the pervert show again..

then he chase her out..we keep on laughing lar..;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

DRINK BEER TIME..

i had a few sips only..i drink too much water before that..><

cheers with ansel..;DDDDDDDDDD

and..awhile..way back home..><

wish to play more..

i nv watch finish the horny comedy show..><

ansel walk me to his gate..{:

and. . .he is damn rich lar..go cab amanda,cheryl and stephen back home..lols..

poor szekeat,sick at home.have a suden food poisoning..><

he nv go..or else more fun le..;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

"True love begins when nothing is looked for in return."

loves ♥,

2009-07-25T00:38:00.003+08:00

{ i was trying very hard to be someone,to play a part for you. . .♥}

wooohhhhssss,im like update my blog once a week..><

wed was my beloved gan di,JIMMY WEE PUAY CHONG's bird dae..;DDDDDDDDDDD

bought a zinc bag and 3 types of chocolate for him for his birthday..{:

i think he should be quite happy barh..

if he not happy,slap him le lar..><"'

anyway..at my random,take a pic of 2c'08 class tee...

I MISS 2C HELL LOADSSSSSSSSSSSSS. . .

wish times could rewind..i rather to be in sec 2 and nv grow up..{:

and. . .

today went to ansel house out of random-ness..

bring his dog(yuki) for a walk..

it's paw shape was 'printed' on cheryl's leg when yuki was resting on cheryl's leg. . .

lastly,STEPHEN AND ANSEL GAYING PHOTO...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!><"'

hope tmr i can go ansel house barh..

wish that my parent allow it..hehes..;DDDDDDDDD

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just watch finish absolutely boyfriend..

the knight love the girl so deep lar..><

hais,when the girl was watching the only left item of knight,which is his memories..

i cried sia..><

he will be her guardian angel,taking care of her in the heaven..

ask the girl promise to smile no matter what..

and the girl really smile..

as to some sort of letting the knight's wish come true. . .

so TOUCHING..T.T

'"I being in your arms,heart by heart,feels like our love that would never end. . .but all this i just felt that it had happened it on yesterday;which had already make it a history in my life. . ."

loves ♥,

2009-07-19T23:47:00.003+08:00

{ i should have known that it is YOU..♥}

woohhhssss,one wk nv update my blog le..><

life so bored. . .><

firday went to watch harry potter and the half blood prince..;DDDDDDDDDDD

the ticket was like solding out here and there..

but we still manage to get our tickets..

by no choice of buying the digital de..

actual price 8.50 bucks..

but students only 6 bucks..

afterwhich..went to fairprice to buy snacks..

as the cinema sell ones very damn ex..

we made 'mummy' buy 12 chocolate bars for us..hahas..;DDDDDDDDDD

we are indeed bad kids..><

it cost abt 13+ bucks barh..><

and i still ask mummy to buy potato chips for me..><

cause i no money..T.T

after all buying stuff..

WE REALISED WE BUY ONE LESS TICKET..><

cause henry told jimmy 7 tickets only..><

so. . .he gonna be the one that dont have the ticket..><

and we manage to let him sneak it in..hehes..;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

STUPID ASS..got one part we all kana scare until lar..><

poor tingxuan sit beside me..

just nice that my angle is more on facing him..

so i hit until him..><

but not that hard lar..and lucky i nv scream out..

cheryl was like scared until..

se nearly scream out loud sia..

but she nv..hahas..;DDDDDDDDD

after the movie..went to hougang mall with stephen,cheryl,amanda,tingxuan and mummy..

henry and jimmy went home first..><

and today..terence and szekeat nv come along..not happy family at all..><

we had our chit chat as usual..

the sky was orange-ish..

so nice..{:

afterwhich..HOME SWEET HOME..;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

"The couple that fights the most is the one most in love..it shows they care enough to notice the other one screwed up and care enough to mention it to the person so they can fix it..when you stop fighting it means you stopped caring.."

loves ♥,

2009-07-12T23:51:00.029+08:00

{ as times goes by;everything will fade away..one kind of ways to forget you too..♥}

hmmms,I REALLY DAMN LONG NEVER UPDATE MY BLOG LE..!!!!!! ><"'
uploaded some photos on. . .
AYG;go this fashion(kovan);hougang;east coast park&&shopping(iluma)..;DDDDDDDDDDD
all this photos takes me 1+ hr to upload lar..><
lazy to type out everything..><
hais,abt 4+ more hours,im going to sch le..><
so sians. . .homework havent do finish yet..><

" If you love something, let it go.. if it comes back to you, its yours forever. ..if it dosent, then it was never meant to be.."

loves ♥,

2009-06-29T00:08:00.003+08:00

{ the day you went away;201108,221days..♥}

arrrggghhhh,school starting in about 6hrs times..><

i wish to had a longer holidays..

cause i havent done my homework yet..><

just now i was choing-ing my homework sia..><

i had done..

✔physics(mostly;dont know de i skip it..><)

✔emaths(all the paper 1 only;dont know i also skip..><)

✔SS(1 or 2 qns nv do)

✔chinese(3 more sentences to go. . .)

- - - - - - - - - - - - -

havent done yet..><

✖chemistry..

✖amaths..

✖emaths all the paper 2..

haiz. . .play too much during school holidays le..T.T

and i dont dare let my parent sign my report book sia..><

baby..today could have been our. . .

~~happy 23rd month together..~~T.T

still remember last yr..

today's date..290608..

you call me during midnight while i was watching show..

you say you coming my house now..

i was stuned..><

the first night we spend toether at my house..

its so fun..im very happy. . .

the hugges and kisses..

baby,if i say that i wish to have a goodnight kiss again..

will you be like last time..

really came to my house and give me the goodnight kiss..

i doubt so..><

all this while,im just having one sided love..><

its hard for me. . .to move on without you..><

"for nobody else,gave me a trill-with all your faults..i love you still..it had to be you..the imperfection of the only you.."

loves ♥,

2009-06-27T00:31:00.005+08:00

{ the moment you by pass me..♥}

wooooohhhssss,long time nv blog le..{:

last time say that i will watch boys over flower that day till ep 20..

indeed i does so..but some more..i watch till ep 22..{:

and now i watch finish le..;DDDDDDDDDD

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wow..wed went to cheryl house..decided to go ride bic at pasir ris park de..

but the boys at white sand..

we spend whole afternoon at arcade..

plus take neoprints..

then thur..go bugis..

brought a dress..to me can be dress or tee lor..hahas..XD

i like the heartz on it only..hehes..;DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

then got take some pics with kelly and amanda..

mostly with kelly..

we like crazt playing around with the sunglasses..

i like the one is our mouth make 'too too'..

hahas..XD

after that we went to east coast park. . .

took some pics of the beach only..

cause too dark le..><

we got rent bic..

racing bic with pohkian..><

baby... . .

from the moment i saw you..

my heart beat once more for you..

very fast..><

today,27/6..

it could be our 700th days together..

we're just simply not fated to be together barh..

wish that we were like last time..

the first night you came to my house..on the 29/06/08..

its so happy and full of surprise..{:

wishing times really rewind. . .

{The pain of love is the pain of being alive. It is a perpetual wound.}

loves ♥,

2009-06-23T11:31:00.003+08:00

{ the days;one by one passing by..♥}

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,KELVIN..

wow,you're one year older le worh..hope you enjoy your birthday celebration with the clinque..

the 'party' is jialin prepare for very long le worh..{:

wish your last long..;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

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the winnie the pooh is jialin and her sis de..

they love winnie the pooh hell loadsss lor..

just like szemin..hahas..;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

and the big big card..

is for kelvin..

his birthday card..

so cool right..

its damn big...

jialin so good to kelvin..

make party..plus so big big card(clinque combine)..{:

wish i can make one for my bf next time..hahas..;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

hmmms,got one is jialin's card..

she put her and kelvin pic and the bottom 'kissing'

so cool lar..hehes..;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

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im super duper bored..

okays,this few days im choins-ing my boys over flower..hehes..;DDDDDDDDD

watch till ep 17 le..today i think i will finish till 20 barh..

hais,im homework havent touch until..><

" Some of the greater things in life are unseen..thats why you close your eyes when you kiss, cry, or dream.."

loves ♥,

2009-06-19T10:52:00.008+08:00

{ every night i miss you,i can look up the sky and find the most shinest star;cause i know you will always be there for me..♥}

awwwww,im bored..

i at dawn 5+ then sleep lar..><

then now 10+ wake up le..><

hais. . .yesterday talk on phone with szekeat..

cause im feeling down,feeling upset..

but he on phone very funny..

everythings was been put behind of my head..{:

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midnight..i was watching boys over flower..

the ep that they gonna show this sat on the tv..

hyun joong(yihoo) go kiss sicao..OMG lar..

so sweet,but she with junbiao..><

then jun biao of cause dont allow lar..go beat up hyun joong..><

hyun joong so good..but end up..

sicao with jun biao..><

bad ending..

if me..early will go std with hyun joong le..

he so caring,sweet and SHUAI..hahas.XD

im now crazy over boys over flower..><

especially KIM BUM &&HYUN JOONG..><

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wow..my szekeat korr finally woke up at 1+..although we yesterday same time sleep..

he told me he dream till me..

kiss a guy on the bus..

then the guy go kiss another girl..

but he cant see clearly the guy face..=.="'

hahas..;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

such a wierdo. . .

baby..im missing you with bits and pieces..><

after someone mention you in the midnight..

i had a big cry,it feels better after the cry..

everytime i heard till you,my tears still stream down for you..

im just simply cant get over you. . .

and. . .

ALL THE TRUTHS HURTS..

really do alot hurts..

it hurts till my heart now is numb..

i feel nohing now..

every now and then..i know im just disturbing you..><

for i want to last a conversation in us only..><

but its hard. . .

really hard to. . .

GIVE UP..this two words..

just so nearby me,but i just cant seems to grab until. . .

today,i have the suden urge..

just want to see you..><

and even just for the 1sec..

im also glad about it..><

"The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love someone else."

loves ♥,

2009-06-17T15:31:00.009+08:00

{ you kidnap my heart,and now im still paying the ransom in order to get my heart back..♥}

17/06

kim bum so CUTE,SHUAI && HOT..

but hyun joong also not too bad..{:

he quite shuai too..hahas..;DDDDDDDDD

i now going jialin house..

later together go tuition..><

i nearly forgot today got tuition sia..><

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today, 18/06..when to investiture in the early morning..><

i hardly can wake up..

cuase my alarm did not ring..freak out..><

after investiture..

when to cheryl's house and to jialin's house again..

they were as same as before..

i mean like yesterday..

doing SOMETHING..

its very cool,sweet..

its still a secret,next time then post what it is. . .

lunch at elias mall..

went to 7-11 buy some stuff..

then saw got poster of boys over flower..

so i bought it..wahahahs..;DDDDDDDDDDDDD

kimbum really CUTE sia..
but hyun joong more shuai lar..><>

yesterday do a facebook quiz..

that is who will be your boyfriend within the four boys over flower guys..

mine is. . .hyun joong..hehes..;DDDDDDDDDDD

its says. . .*jihoo is also hyun joong..jihoo is the name inside the show. . .>>>

[ Your boyfriend is Yun Jihoo(윤지후). He likes to play the violin and guitar and he conduct an orchestra. Because he is always calm and soft-spoken, you can’t really know what’s on his mind. But if he likes you, he will cherished you and make sure you’re happy.♡ ]
and. . .my stomach today like wu di dong sia..

anything also can go into my stomach..><

brkfast had two mc burger sia..but one of it is cheryl's plain bread..i add grape jam to eat..><

then kunch at 3+ mc again..><

mcnuggets meal..

then 6+ had my dinner,chicken rice..lunch havent digest yet lar..><

and after that at 8+ i had durians,crackers and ic-cream sia..><

my stomach now wants tom yum soup worh..><

why am i still thinking of you..

..every now and then..im crying myself to sleep..

yesterday night..before i sleep i thinks alot of you..

althought szekeat ask me quickly go sleep..

so in dream can dream until you..><

i think of all the happy moments we once had before..

even before sleep,there is happy moments to..

the hugs and kisses. . .

and the three letter words.."快点睡"

althought at that moment you will start to gets angry whenever im still not asleep..><

but to me its meaningful..cause it will never been rewind anymore..

really wish that im some clever pros that can create a time machine..

back to when we were happily together..

but i know im a stupid one..><

"The best thing about me is you"

loves ♥,

2009-06-14T23:39:00.015+08:00

szekeat..rebonding fringe in progress. . .
my hair view frm the back..it doesnt looks like V..
my PDA phone..made during one of the dnt course lesson..{:
in the train..the celling is so CUTE. . .!!!!

psp model..{:

me and cheryl..{: this one quite blur..><

me and amanda..{: at bishan mrt. . .

so creative..guess what is this. . .?

kelly..guess what is she doing..?

some stuffs made by the NYP students..

LIME GREEN sia...!!!!!!!!{:

[at the zoo..]

{ you're just in front me me,but everything just seems so far apart..♥}

Wooohhhhhhhhsss,finally upload the ‘recent’ photos..{:
hmmms,actually also not that really recent lar..hahas..XD
photos do include of the pictures that I have taken in the zoo,at NYP dnt course && sat went to cut my hair..
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At the zoo..
days were fine..
but body got a lot aching;leg very suan. . .
and a lot of mosquito bites..><
got total of 43 bites on my both legs and hands lar..><

very itchy lar..><

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[NYP;dnt course..]

hmmms,for the dnt course at the NYP was quite okays..

the first day we did a PDA phone..its quite cool..

then seond day..me and Cheryl went back sch for remedial..

without realising that its cancel..><

hais,so Cheryl HIRED ernest to peii me..

we go to johnathan house..

i use his com awhile..then they both start to play games. . .

i was tired and bored.. lying on the sofa..><

then johnathan came and give me a strawberry mini cornetto..hehes..{:

other three days were rotting in the computer room..><

but I was playin restaurant city..

that’s why im leveling in progress at a quite a fast speed..{:

anyway..at there,we do have two breaks.. the food is very quite yummy!!!

hahas..;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Argggggggggghhhhhhhh,last day got the stupid test..><

it was 2hrs,I took 1.5 hrs to finish it..><

hais,Kelly siao de..the IQ. . . she took less than 40mins to lar..><

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okays,lets say about sat barh. . .
went to cheryl’s friend friend house to cut hair..
Cheryl and Kelly decided to cut bangs I then decide to cut too lor..><

im sm sort of regretted..><

i cut V,but I think it suits side fringe lor..><

so,CHERYL PANG LI HAN..YOU BETTER DON’T CUT BACK SIDE HORR..

OR ELSE I WILL ALSO CUT BACK SIDE..

AND I STILL WILL WHACK YOU LIKE HELL..hahas..;DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

-joking..-

Wooohhhhhhhhhhhhhs;szekeat rebond his fringe..

he quite shuai lor..hahas..;DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

but KIMBUM more CUTE,HANDSOME && HOT..

. . .and Kelly,stop sprouting nonsense..
the 2days before say Cheryl love szekeat cause she was talking on phone with him..
then that day..
say I love szekeat..
just because I keep wanting play his psp..><”’

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arggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhh,IM VERY HUNGRY NOW..

hope that got ppl can buy me some food..><

anyway..HAPPY BIRTHDAY,DEAR..{:

Baby;every moment of now..im still missing you..
Thinking of what you have done..
I really appreciate it..{:
But,now I don’t have any of the chances of returning any things to you..
Im such a hopeless girl..whom hope to do smth for you..
But everytime,its just a mess out of it..><>

"im not hating you for not loving me anymore..but hating myself for im still loving you.."

loves ♥,

2009-06-09T23:17:00.006+08:00

{ its hurts to fall apart..♥}

haiz,life so busy this two weeks..

last whole week went to zoo work..

this whole week gonna have dnt course in NYP..><

but the course is quite fun..

i think for the next post i then will upload pitures at the zoo and the dnt course de..

if today still dont update at least smth. . .><

ppl gonna say my blog is so DEAD..

and ask me to update le..><

life sucks. . .

world is round. . .

whales are not fishes. . .

octopus have blue blood and two hearts. . .

middle-age cats tends to get fat. . .

arrrrrrrrrggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhh. . .

IM SUPER DUPER DAMN FREAKING ASS BLOODY BORED LAR. . .><

baby;im missing you. . .

for we had been broke up for th-200 days..><

im loving you as much as before..

its hard for me let go of you. . .

--i wish to hug you now..

but i cant..

you are just right in front of me,but everything just seems so far away. . .

you will always be irreplaceable in my heart..

anyway,thanks for peii-ing me chat..

i was really happy to chat with you..

i've been long time nv chat with you le..><

and. . .baby;you takecare of yourself during the camps worh..

dont fall a sick..

i dont wish to see you sick..

*if you play hard..please do study hard too. . .

"As we grow older together, as we continue to change with age..there is one thing that will never change. . . i will always keep falling in love with you.."

loves ♥,

2009-05-31T20:41:00.004+08:00

me&di..{:

me&&di..{:

DUMBO..so cute~..
a BIG BIG card;the sentence are meaningful..(:
FOREVER FRIENDS..(:

my di's friction highlighter,he go buy until 10 of it..but he nv use....><

cost 12bucks all together lar..

{ without you;i cant smile. . .♥}

life is so boring. . .><

haiz,tmr gonna go work at zoo le..><"'

yesterday went shopping with parents and di. . .

took some pictures..{:

and. . .the dumbo is SO CUTE. . .!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wish i could have one,but it cost 59.90bucks..><

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today morning,went to heartland had breakfast with my family. . .

after that,meet cheryl..

went to shop at this fashion..

i try on a dress,its kind of wierd to me..

but cheryl said its okays..><

after that cheryl want to go to popular..

help her mom get something. . .

afterwhich,we went to precious moment..

we looking at the stuff for quite a long time..

dont know why..hahas..XD

maybe its nice and beautiful which attract us. . .{:

and the BIG BIG card is so damn nice lar. . .

if my bf give me. . .

waa,我爱死他!!!!!!!!

i will love him like hell truck loadsssss lar..

hmms,actualy not that "lotsss" lar..hehes..;DDDDDDDDD

and. . .the forever friends bear is so cute. . .

but very damn fraking ex lar. . .

cost a bomb man!!!!

that time saw a bigger size of forever friends bear at plaza sin. . .

its damn cute or rather nice. . .

dont know the price of it,but confirm its damn ex de lor. . .

haiz,wish to have one sia..><

omg,now i like a soft toy freak..

every single toy also want..><

"meeting you was just my fate,but falling in love with you is just beyond my control.."

loves ♥,

2009-05-29T19:29:00.007+08:00

i love this pic out of all that we had take. . .

at mac..nothing better to do. . .

slack in toilet during school time..i think its english lesson..

{ missing you..it's just part of my daily life routine..♥}

arggghhh,i got back my report book le..its like KNS lar. . .

i got 40th position in class,out of 42..

and 151 in level,out of 162..><

this is totally KNS arh..

all because i flunk my english lar..!!!!!!! ><

i got D7 for english lar..

F9 for my a maths..><

A2 for my chinese..{:

and the rest is B4(combine humans,e maths,science and dnt)..=.="'

today..after breakfast at mac..

went to cheryl house..

slacking ard..

we were using com,playing with her dog..blah,blah,blah. . .

play till sians le..cheryl going falling aslp soon..

so we decideed to leave..then go back to kovan..

i on the bus,very tired..

i fall aslp,and lie my head on cheryl's shoulder..

and my forehead hit her shoulder 2 times..

which i didnt realise or feel any pain..

but cheryl's shoulder is in pain..><

SORRY,cheryl..

my today mood is sucks..><

partly is my result..

but still got another reason lar..(:

~~if we nv break,today it could be our 22nd months together..~~

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lets say abt wed that time after school,went for a movie barh..

haiz,cheryl lost her hp and ez-link card sia..

but it was been found back lar..

wonder isit her unlucky day,or lucky sia..=.="'

and. . .we are late for the movie..

we all were rushing..

amanda sit at my left,and cheryl on my right..

DADDY && MUMMY..was siting at the very end of the rows of seats..

having meals..(couple meal?)..opppsss. . .><"'

when the octopus came out of the box,i was like..OMG lar. . .

so big and grossy..

i was grabing amanda's hand..wahahas..XD

but actualy the octopus quite cute..{:

but i like the MOST is the big red ballon dog..

its totally cute lar..

when me and cheryl saw it,we both totally freak and mad over it lar..

we scream together,SO CUTE!!!!!

and people around us was looking at us..oppppsss. . .><

wish i could had one,and can ride on it..hahas..;DDDDDDDDDDD

but..i wasnt in a good mood that day..><

hehes..;DDDDDDDDDD

"Pleasure of love lasts but a moment,pain of love lasts a lifetime."

loves ♥,

2009-05-24T21:22:00.003+08:00

the RED RAIN concert..

inside the concert hall..the atmosphere was quite HYPER HIGH..

{ you broke my heart just like the jigsaw puzzle..♥}

wooohhhsss,ytd went to the red rain concert..

but in the morning went to sch for a prefect course..

i thought it was quite boring,but actualy its quite fun..(:

we leave kovan at abt 2+ to paya lebar..

on the way to paya lebar,kaikai boarded the train at aljunied..

i told cheryl that we are at the back of the train..

and she told this to kaikai on the phone..

but when we came out of the train..

we then realise that actualy we are at the very FRONT of the train..><"'

we had our lunch at food court..

me,cheryl and amanda had dessert as our lunch. . .

FREAKING STUPID GLENN..

go hit my injection area PURPOSELY..

after lunch..headed to the concert area..

the lift is so cool and fun..

can see outside scene..

okays,i like sua gu..><

found seats inside the concert hall..and we waited for 40mins before it start..><

when started,the atmosphere at there was high..

the music makes my ear drum hurts..

and worst,my heart going to jump out my mouth le lar..><

ouhhhsss,and it's so surprise that we met until geraldine..

cause poh guang invited her. . .opppsss..

after concert,we wanted to go to buy ben&jerry's ice cream,but not ready yet..

so waited at a side..

and while waiting..

me,cheryl and amanda bullying kaikai..wahahahas..;DDDDDDDDD

we waited for quite long,so we decided to had dinner first..

we had our dinner at long john silver and subway. . .

after dinner,i realise its 840 le lar..

im late for home,cause i need to reach home by 930. . .><

take train home. ..

i pull kaikai along to take train till hougang..wahahahas..;DDDDDDDD

im bad..><

after that boarded bus 27 home..

and. . .guess what. . .

from hogang back home,i yawn for 33 TIMES lar..><

after reach home. . .bathe and sleep..><

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today morning at tuition,cheryl told me they got take pictures ytd. . .

i want to de..but i need early leave..

ass lar..><

and they brought ben&jerry's ice cream..><

I WANT SIA..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"don't wait for the person who you can live your life with,but to wait for the one that they cannot live without you.."

loves ♥,

2009-05-21T23:27:00.011+08:00

{ can i hold your hand like this FOREVER..♥}

im so bored..><

okays..let me say abt tues shopping "story"..

hmms,i was on time at kovan to meet clicks..

CHERYL was 1min earlier..hahas..XD

take train till dhoby ghuat,meet kaikai..

then together take train to orchard..

at first we go to far east plaza..

me and cheryl brought a trendy bag..

i dont know how how describe the bag design of mine..

but cheryl is alot of stars de. . .

afterwhich,walk ard. . .

amanda and kelly brought a tee..

and i saw a SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS tee..

it's nice(cute)..but it doesnt suits me..><

then,we had our lunch at kfc..

actually is stephen,vivian and kaikai had their lunch only. . .

and we move on to the next place..

on the way we saw ALOT of wierd ppl..><

orchard seriously does have alot of wierd ppl..><

at there,cheryl and kelly brought ripple slipper..

amanda brought some clothing..

and i WAIT outside for them with stephen and kaikai

i just doing something like what boys wait for girls during shopping. . .

and i sudenly mood swing..hahas..XD

your know why lar. . .><

and we're moving on to our next stop again,plaza singapura..

my mood still swinging around. . .

after having chocolate sundae..

mood stable..hehes..;DDDDD

went into carefour..

wrong level,should be going to b1,we went to level 1..

go down the escalator..

got alots of chips at the middle of both escalators..

kelly and cheryl was playing and mixing around the types of chips..

from the top can take the chips to the middle then put..

AND she hope so that there wouldnt be any STAFF see until..

continue playing till very "concertrate"..

and at this time,kaikai went forward..

act like the staff..

he go say.."hmm,excuse me.."

then cheryl scare until she JUMP lar..><

wth..=.="'

so funny lar..;DDDDDDDDDDD

then,end of escalator..

we go to the fbts section..

i brought HOT PINK and black fbts..

cheryl brought white with LIME GREEN(her fav. colour) fbts..

and as for kelly,she brought a black one..

after that,we go shop and walk around..

AND i was pulling kaikai's bag..hahas..XD

so fun..(:

that's why he call me dog in the tagg board..><""

kaikai,i tell you..

i MOOD SWING let you see arh..

after that,we go had our dinner at food court..

after i put my bag down, i went to toilet..

and out with a hand of water..

i go SPLASH it on kaikai's face..

even more worst..RUB it on his face,as if his face is a TOWEL..hahas..XD

. . .after dinner,kelly and vivian went home..

we continue of play around..

we went to the arcade that is beside pc bunk..

pc bunk is damn quiet,cause wkdays..><

stephen use $2,help me grab until a soft toy penguin..hahas..XD

KAIKAI,next time you grab me one tOo..

you say one de hor..=x

and. . .after playing two rounds of daytona..

went back home by train..hahas..XD

quite fun and happy that day..

except i mood swing at the wrong time..bleahx..><

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today get back result..

KNS lar..

score damn badly lar..><

but kaikai was cheering me up..hahas..XD

i FLUNK my eng..><

and. . .as for. . .

dnt,NONE of my classmates pass lar..=.="'

my sci can get quite well de lor..

but my chem pull me down lar..flunk by 0.5marks lor..><"'

so no matter how high i scored for phy,also cmi de lar..><

but its a MIRACLE that i can scored 44.5/65 for phy sia..

despite i nv listen to cher in class..hahas..XD

im bad..=x ..hehes..{:

other then that,all just average passing lor..><

anyway..HAPPY BIRHTDAY to RACHEL..;DDDDDDDD

"My night has become a sunny dawn because of you."

loves ♥,

2009-05-19T08:45:00.003+08:00

{ because you live. . .♥}

wooohhhhsssss,exam finally over..

hais,dnt prepare to flunk le lar..

mr gan mostly nv ask us to go revise on it lar. . .

lucky that me and cheryl got go read amanda and kelly's notes..

or else is TOTALLY dont know lar..><

the paper is like 2hr..

i spend abt 55mins to do lar..

30mins,i slping..

another 30mins,im drawing on the extra paper..

yeah,today going out..

gonna meet kelly,amanda,cheryl and vivian..

vivian say is the girls shopping..

all the boys gans going east coast to play roller blade..

then sudenly stephen want join us..

and. . .kaikai want PON school,come join us too..

he thought we actualy watching movie. . .

but we decided to watch on thur..

night at the museum...

that's also rachel's bdae..(:

arrrrrgggggggghhhhhhhhhhh..

now im DAMN BLOODING FREAKING BORED....!!!!><

"because you live in my world,there is twice as many stars in my sky.."

loves ♥,

2009-05-15T00:04:00.009+08:00

{ baby;i missing you so much..♥}

i wish i really can let go of yOu and start a new..

but can i really..

im damn freaking BOREDDDD..

i always told this to kaikai..hehes..;DDDDD

now..after school go mac or kfc study..

kaikai,our tutor..

he today teach kelly emaths till pekcek..hehes..{:

so funny lar...

then yesterday i keep on taking kaikai's coke..

then he like..keep wanting back the drink..

so funny..><""

okays..thats lame. . .

exam paper still left..

tomorrow:SS and emaths paper 2..

monday:chem and dnt..

and we gonna have fun time like siao le..;DDDDDD

"once again..i fall for a stars..that might be very glowing for a time.."

loves ♥,

2009-05-11T19:57:00.003+08:00

{ reminiscene the memories..♥}

yesterday use com till 2+..

chatting with kai kai on msn..

my love counsellor..hahas..XD

and today..early in the morning..

wake up at 650..

went to bathe..after bathe..

pack stuff into my bag..

after bro leave the house..

use com awhile..hahas..XD

had brkfast at mac. . .

up size my milo to the medium while i want the small only..><

the auntie say too fast le..

me,stephen and cheryl..just say ya..><"'

went to sch aft brkfast..had geo remedial..

sit down for 2hrs..

nv stand up at all..miracle..><"'

butt rot like hell sia..

aft that,go mini mart buy drinks..

and go find mr yeo..

my properties of circle..

all dont know..><

aft that go have lunch and study together..

stephen teach me..hahas..XD

now understand well..(:

on the way back home,reminiscene all the happy memories once we shared..

the bridge we crossed,that yOu always ask me close my eyes and yOu bring me the journey..(:

so happy at that moment. . .

i was in my fairytale world for that few mintues..

haix,i rather stay in the fairytale world..

rather than be hurt..

as when i know all the truth,it always HURTS..

i really miss yOu so. . .

"just a glance of you,makes a floodgate of emotions in me.."

loves ♥,

2009-05-10T23:44:00.005+08:00

{ the day..the last time..that i hold your hand and walk down the street..♥}

i love my blogskin like hell. . .

the picture up there is quite meaningful;i mean the message inside the picture..

but near the ending part,got some sentence i actually dont really get it. . .><

my song also..hahas..XD

i LOVE the song T-SHIRT..

there's a sentence in this song says..

"nothing feels right,when i'm not with you.."

so meaningful..it makes me thinks of yOu..

today,went to white tang with kelly..

wanted to do homework..

but i ended up doing mother's day card..

but not enough time for me to finish..

so end up that i nv make anything for my mom at all. . .

im bad..><"'

when i was abt to celebrate mother's day with my ah ma at hougang. . .

i receive three message. . .

"can you do me a little favour?

can you thank your mom for me..?

for wtihout her,i wouldnt have met a great friend like YOU.."

hahas..XD it's funny and sm kind of wierd..

but when i received it,it's like..

a little bit shocking..><""

hehes...{:

"just another sec of kiss,and for the years of pain..it's worth enough"

loves ♥,

2009-05-10T01:23:00.004+08:00

{ i really still do. . .believe me..♥}

baby;i really do so that i still. . .

if you see it,you will know it. . .T.T

i takes kelly's advice..

to tell you the truth to you..

if you say anything that i had heard a lot of time,

she ask me to give smiley to yOu ..

and i did..and i lie to you again..

say i shuang/happy do that de. . .

yOu really makes me ***..

i know it wouldnt rewind again. . .

but still thanks yOu for the everything. . .

imy truck loadssss. . .

"it will be rewind again,but just to make it as a fairytale ONCE again.."

loves ♥,

2009-04-25T20:11:00.006+08:00

{ never gonna change ever since that day you. . .♥}

waa,long time never blog le. . .

cant take it sia..><

my blog is like damn bloody DEAD lar..><

my dad lar. . dont let me use com. . .

and now my hp sot and lag..

so cant any pics at all..><

recent things to say. . .

hmms,mine and xiuzhen bdae. . .?

my bdae. . .got amanda,cheryl,pokkian,xiuzhen,stephen and terence..(:

and vivian give me a SPECIAL bdae card..hahas..XD

all give me teddy bear stuff,except cheryl give me a snoopy handphone holder..hehes..;DDDD

argggghhhh,i want go shopping..

go buy clothings and trendy bag as my school bag..><

but im feeling unwell..><

i got the highest temp is like 39.8..

the highest in my life..><"'

nothing to type sia. . .

im tOo BORING le..

"love matters how deep it is,but not how long it is.."

loves ♥

2009-03-23T20:59:00.010+08:00

GIRAFFE..sO cute lar..i wish to buy..but cost RM 139.90..><"'
keychain..so cute and nice..im hanging on my phone now..(:
the bao..so big...><"'
little nyonya,yue niang's house..the outside view..(:

having lunch..the place got this kind of things to let us take pics..{:

me and ai wei..she so cute..two years old only..anyway,the twist the hand is hers..;DDD

find this desert restaurant name very cute..SWEETCHAT..(:

the seal so cute lor..but cost RM 30+..x.x

can you find a frog..?0.0

BIG spider..(:

from lower view of twin tower..(:

from far view of twin tower

yummy strawberry ice-cream..{:

fresh STRAWBERRY..;DDDD

tea plantation..

the toy shop that i saw,once i step out the arrival place..full of toys...i want ALL..><"'

me and di..at changi airport waiting for our plane..(:

{true LOVE;will it happen..♥}

1st day..

wake up in the early morning,6+ am..

on our way to cameron highland..

had our breakfast on the way(got stop lar..). . .

duration:4+ hours..wth..><"'

check in the resort. . .

went to tea plantation and bee farm..(:

having a heavy rain that day..

and. . .experience 19 degree that day..wth lar. . .><"'

had our dinner at a restaurant..

order normal dishes with rice..

walk,walk:walk. . .

had dinner at same restaurant again. . .

but having STEAMBOAT. . .(:

the men drinking red wine..

my dad had two small cups of it..

but i take two sips down..

DAMN IT man. . .the first sip is one mouthful..

then waa...

go down the throat..

like burning..bleahx..x.x

after dinner,go had night market walk..(:

buy somethings to munch on the way...{:

sudenly heavy rain again..

shop awhile more..

go back resort. . .

my ah yi..bought 40 sweet corns for RM 40..><"'

but when they went back the resort,only 38 sweet corns..

dotttsss. . . ><"'

bathing time. . .

damn bloody cold lar..wth. . .

before sleep,i do some e-maths homework..

i so guai,right..hahas..XD

joking..x.x

-sleep-

2nd day..

wake up at 7+ am..

had sweet corns for breakfast(yesterday bought de..)

today..go to catus,rose and strawberry farm..(:

the weather SUCKS lar..

sudenly rain,then hot sun come out..then it rains again..><

i like some idiot like that..

wearing jacket..take off..then wear back again..x.x

back to relatives' house stay..

raining all the way..

the duration it's like 3-4+ hours again..

damn it..!!!!

forget dinner had what le..bleahx...Xp

-sleep-

3rd day..

wake up..as usual 7+ am..i sleep till 8+..

had breakfast at nearby..(:

go home..

bathing. . .

then go to KL twin tower..

want go up watch de..

but the ticket time is 6pm watch...

time tOo far apart..

so never get the ticket..

next stop..we go to the aquaria..

i got take more pics lar..

but lazy upload to the blog..=X

afterwhich,go had lunch at a thai restaurant at times square..

go shop around..

i bought 1tee and a "shirt-dress"..?o.o

i wish to buy more lor..><"'

about 5+ pm..

went home..

grand-aunt cooks dinner for use..

yummy. . .

-sleep-

4th day..

wake up..as usual..8+ am..

had breakfast again. . .

bathing AGAIN. . .

today go mid-valley..

SHOPPING..;DDDD

never buy much things..

cause im some sort of looking after ai wei..

she. . .

haiz,somethings quite cute..

but sometime like a cow like this..><"'

blah,blah;blah..

doing some kind of stuff again..

have lunch..

shop,shop around..

then go home had dinner..

shop nearby night market..

-sleep-

5th day..

suden plan to go malacca today..

pack stuff. . .

go there check in resort..

about 4+ pm le..

nopthing much to shop,cause quite late..><"'

shop around the old streets..

had dinner at a old restaurant..

the palace pic de..

had chicken rice for that dinner..

continue to shop around..

had a rest and a desert..(:

afterwhich..shop at the shopping mall..

went back resort..

bathing. . .

see uncle and aunt playing mahjiong..

till about 12am..

very siians..so i ask hyymm peii me message..><

but only message once..

so HAPPY that he reply me..

anyway..if we never break,today;19/3..

will be our ~~600th~~ days together le..T.T

-sleep-

6th day..

wake up at 7+ am..

had instant noodle for breakfast..

then go visit the baba and nyonya museum..

which is little nyonya's yueniang's house..

guess what. . .

saw justin,xyz de..at there..><"'

tour in the museum takes like 1 hour..

afterwhich,go walk around..

then went back KL..

go visit the menara tower..

so cool lar..

up to the 276metres..

the lift only takes 40sec..(:

had our desert up there..

enjoying scenery..(:

back home..

-sleep-

6th day..

pack stuff...

damn lotsss lar..

had lunch,grand-aunt cook. . .

and on the way to airport le..(:

...

loves ♥,

2009-03-12T13:34:00.007+08:00

{ baby;i will miss yOu loadssss..♥ }

woooohhhsss..

now im at com lab...hehes..XD

doing research on shanghai..{:

hais,missing hyymm so much arh...><"'

i now dont feel like going oversea le arh..><

***stoopid bitch..you damn iritating in the class lar..

stop your stoopid acts lar..dont be ATTRACTION SEEKER lar..><

opppsss,dont know how to spell..

going back class le..

byes...(:

but,later got ICT..

will be back again..hehes...XD

"i dont try to remember us,but when i did..it will just bring a smile to my lip and a tear to my eye.."

loves ♥,

2009-03-11T22:52:00.022+08:00

kelly's drawing...(:
my drawing...(:
sat,went shopping..my dress is damn short..and a wierdo di beside me..><"'
cheryl's dog..tOo hyper...scratch my leg till got a long scar..><
at E-hub,arcade..playing games till this red...(: but i won..so happy..;DDD
at pasir ris beach..it's damn DIRTY..><"'
sun is setting..

sun is setting tOo...(:

the beach..see the seaweed all over the beach..><"'

LOVE this picture alot..it's a nice picture..;DDD

my leg. . .full of sand..><"'

branch popping out of no where in the middle of the beach..><"'

large pizza;actual size when it is a full..(:

a small piece out of the big piece..{:

when back home...FINALLY..><"'

{ with the beautiful memories..♥}

wooohhhsss..sO fun for the whole week...

KELLY..for you..i help you did your e-maths homework..><"'

***sucker lar...bitch,in my class..keep on chattering like a monkey..

damn noisy lar..cant you just shut your damn mouth up..><

saturday i went for a shopping..

taken pic with wierdo di..><'''

sun,after tuition,when to cheryl's house to rest...

and guess what,her dog like damn hyper..and scratch my eg till have a scar..><"'

until now still got lor..wth...=.="'

after that go varian's bdae party..(:

we go E-hub play arcade games and go to the beach to play before the dinner start..{:

the arcade...waaa,damn shook lor..><"' but played till hand pain and now still have blue-black lar..wth lor..=.="'

and. . .next place,BEACH..

it;s damn bloody dirty lar..><"

i rather go sentosa or east coast park de lar..><"'

then. . .take some pics of the place..(:

after which back to resort..

we had one piece of pizza only,then varian and the bois they all go play game. . .

like choose a box of pizza out of all..

see whether you lucky a not lor..

if unlucky,must eat the whole piece of pizza down lar..

doootttsss. . .=.="'

guess what. . .

me,cheryl and tingxin equally ate three pieces of the small pizza sia..hehes...{:

then..after awhile,we take photo..then his cousin got come..

it's like damn surprise lar..><"'

when i saw his cousin,it reminds me of hyymm..

sO sad at that moment..

wish to be with yOu at that moment tOo..T.T

i misses yOu so much..><

by the way,today,11/3..is we break for the ~~111th days~~..><

but for the first time,i ask for chat,i thought yOu will reply me short message..><

but. . .in the end. . .

yOu called me..

i like totally gone insane sia..

so happy...;DDD

and. . .sorry,i never say goodbye to yOu..

cause i wish that i will never say goodbye to yOu..><

once i said goodbye,its gonna be forever..

i dont want to be like this..><"'

and. . .thanks for the chat...;DDDD

"i wouldnt feel sad although im missing you,because im lucky that i have someone so special to miss.."

loves ♥,

2009-03-07T13:10:00.004+08:00

{once upon a time. . .i wish my love story to have a fairytale ending..♥}

b0ii,i just simply cant forget yOu..

even in my dreams..

almost evryday i will dream till yOu..><

i always ponder myself that. . .

what makes me miss yOu so much..

isit one word.."LOVE"..

that we once shared before..><

haiish..i really dont know..

by the way,PEOPLE..

see carefully..

cause im going oversea during the march holidays..

frm 14/3,sat..flight is 7+ pm de..

so i only can msg till 5pm like this..(:

and i will be back on the 21/3,sat..

but not sure what time lar..

so in between the days that im oversea,although i on the auto-roam..

but i wouldnt entertain any message or call..

except its damn important de lar..hehes..(:

got'it...!!!! ;D

"i dont know what to do now,that we're apart..i dont know how to live without the other half of my heart.."

loves ♥,

2009-03-01T23:50:00.008+08:00

in the lift..(: when going tuition..(:
at tampines giant..nothing to better to do..(:

{ im in love with soft toys..♥}

waaa,today go buy szekeat and tingxin de bdae present..(:

saw alot of soft toy that im in loved with sia..><

i saw the baby minnie..it was lik damn cute lor..><

and got baby mickey tOo..

if got std,i wil sugest buy that baby minnie and mickey le lor..

so cute lar. . . {:

saw a giant lolipop soft toy lar..damn cute lor..

wth..

i want ferr all toys ferr bade lar..

hmmms,im so greedy..

i lik damn hyper NOW...

ferr sm reasons...hahas...XD

i whole night is damn high de lor..;D

afternon i was sleeping..

then thought until that if everytime in the morning,you wake up..

if there's a person sleep beside you(whom is your lover lar..)

then when he/she knows that you're wake up,and greet you with a good morning..

waaa,lik will be damn touching lor..><"

hmmmms,maybe i think tOo much le barh...hehes..XD

"i dont try to remember us..but when i did,it just brings a smile to my lip,and a tear to my eye.."

loves ♥,

2009-02-28T15:47:00.008+08:00

that time at hougang mall buying present..that's long time ago..><

{ 5225;5201314..♥}

wooohhhsss,long time never blog le..

stupid com got prob lar..><

and now the sound got prob...

wth lar..=.="'

haish. . .if this month like last year,do have a 29th..that will be ver cool..

but it will be a heart hurting day..

cause..if do have,it will be our ex 19th months..><

but. . .even not..

it will be heart hurting tOo..><

cause today is the day that we had break up ferr ~~100th~~ days..><

baby;yOu really make me miss yOu so much..

the days with yOu..

yOur hugg-es and kiss-es..

yOur warm and secure..

and even in my dreams..i will always dreams till yOu..

. . .

i still remember the promise i made to yOu..

but. . .yOu broke yOur promise to me first..

sO. . .should i still holding on to the promise that i once made to yOu..?o.O

i really dont know..><

"its true that we dont know what we've got until its gone..but we dont know what we've been missing until it arrives.."

loves ♥,

2009-02-14T12:40:00.006+08:00

{Happy Valentine Day ♥}

yOz.."Happy Valentine Day" to all..

maybe..it's ferr lover..

and "happy friendship day" to friends..{:

woooohhhhssss,yesterday choing ferr something that is important..hehes...XD

yesterday in school,sO cool man..(:

cause..

i was bac to class rm aft reces

me and cheryl found that we do have a rose on on our table..

cherylene tey all also around at our table..

so we ask isit theirs roses..

they say nope..should be stephen give one..

we later found out that its really stephen give de..(:

thanks,STEPHEN..hehes..(:

and..sorry cianyuh and qingyun cant go out with your todae..><

"i cant escape the thoughts of you..even in my dreams..you are there,but its not fair how you gone,and how you are moving on so fast..while im still living in the past.."

loves ♥,

2009-02-09T19:52:00.008+08:00

the instant noodle i had ferr supper during the camp,and i eating with it with ONE chopstick onl..><
kitten drinking"HL MILK",bought by cheryl..XD

KITTEN..{: sO cuteee...(:
{im a such a wierdo and insane GIRL..♥}

woooohhhsss,i like damn bloody long never blog le lor..hehes...XD

orientation camp actually nth much to say about lor..

onl can say that i slp at 2:30 then abt 6 i woke up..><

and the instant noodle ferr my supper..{:

when i had dinner on sat with family,my mom went to see some jewellery..

i saw a necklace..that of cause im some sort of in love with it..

but it cost 138bucks...

guess what. . .

i told my mom that i will be her valentine..

and ask her to buy me the necklace...hehes..XD

i noe im crazy...bleahx...Xp

todae,had lunch with gans peeps at back gate..(:

aft lunch,when tO 7-11..

STEPHEN bought me chocolate..hahas...XD

but im not the onl one lar..><

guess what. . .

tingxuan found a kitten under a car..

it's dirty,but quite cuteeee...(:

i dont dare to carry,cause it's paws is so long sia..><

and the GOODY cheryl,bought a HL milk ferr the kitten...hehes..[:

and. . .

they brought the kitten to the paya lebar there to play..><

im a such a wierdo. . .cause i dream until hyymm again..

it's lik damn bloody ass wierd lar..

me,a wierdo..><"'

bleahx...Xp

"i wouldn't CRY because we had over..but SMILE because we once had before.."
loves ♥,

2009-01-31T13:34:00.007+08:00

wooohhhsss,sze keat finally woke up after a sleep during DnT lesson..><
sze keat is sleeping during DnT..><
he is still sleeping..><>
{it's heart hurting again..♥}

waaa,my throat now is like kns lar..><

the class like hopeless de lor..><

bleahx..Xp

waa,next fri,is the orientation camp le..

cfm no much voice to shout at them anymore le sia..><

nowadays,i like dammn in love with love story sia..><

chi txbk de "永远的蝴蝶"..

its so touching..the couple is gonna marry soon..but the girlfrenz just died before even the guy had the chance to tell the mother of it..><

and stephen lend me de book.."to forget you"..

its abt forgeting your ex..><

the ending was so sad..

the guy met until acident when he is on his way to meet the girl,as they promise no matter what happen to them,they will still meet on the 29/2/08..><

AND. . .

KELLY,just to post ferr you..{:

i had lunch with you on the 30/1/09..{:

happy,can le barh..XD

bOii,~~happy~~ ex 18th month on the 29/1/09..><

i really hope i can last long with yOu..at that moment..><

i really hope i can get to hug yOu just once more..

it will be more than enough..><

and. . .

yOu get yOurself into trouble again..><

why..? ..><

it heart hurting to hear that..><

"i wish i have the guts to walk away from what we had..but i can't..because i know that you wouldn't come after me..and thats what hurt the most.."

loves ♥,

2009-01-27T15:50:00.012+08:00

b4 leaving mr gan's hse..

woooohhhs,i looks wierd..><><

wooohhhsss,tOdae go mr gan's hse bai nian..and this is. . .mr gan's son..(:

sze keat and terrence...(: when going dinner,aft back frm science centre..hehes...[=

kelly and me..(a little bit blur..) ..><"

top:amanda,cheryl and vivian

bottom:kelly and me..

(left to right..)

STARS..with six angle..><"

CheryL with me..on the bus tO science centre..(:

{why am i fated to be like this..♥}

i really hope i do have the fate to be with yOu again..{:

living life without yOu,i feel sO lonely,sO left out..><

i have sO much things wanted tO tell yOu,share with yOu..

but,i cant do it anymore..><

arrrrggghhh,i throat nw realy pain le lor..><

smore at cny,cant eat more stuff..><"

waa,dono why sia,todae i on car or bus,all the driver keep going wrong way todae lor..>< wth lar..

whats going on. . .><"

i wish to saty longer at mr gan's hse de sia..><

my parent ask me go to my aunt to eat..><

while,i alr eaten my lunch at mr gan's hse..

and go my aunt hse less then a hr onl,go bac hm le..

ferr nth waste my money take taxi down...

arrrggghhh...><

"dont say you love me,unless you really mean it..because i might do something that is crazy. . .like believe in it.."

loves ♥,

2009-01-23T20:47:00.006+08:00

{im stupid and insane ferr believing yOu of what yOu have say tO me..♥}

woooohhhhssss..

im insane..

haix..><

why when im wif yOu,i did not dream until yOu..

and,strangely..when im nt wif yOu,i dream until yOu..><"

haix..bt it doesnt matter anymore..

if its still maters ferr me,i will jus get more hurt..T.T

tOdae,i went to plaza sin...(:

i went tO play arcade..

i played 2 games of "daytona"<

and a game of basketball..

guess what. . .

i won the 2games of "daytona"

and the basketball,i managed to go into the stage 2..

its a miracle tO me,but mayb nt tO sm one else..><

and i was quite tired,aft playin the basketball..><

thanks to stephen...{:

he hlp me pay all the games fees...hehes...XD

bleahx...Xp

"a ring is round,it turns forever..and that's how long we 'll be together too.."

loves ♥,

2009-01-21T21:05:00.004+08:00

{why you so easily broke my heart,but i took it a very long time,and its very hard to mend it..♥}

wooooohsss,todae at chi ver sianz..but i hav learn a ver meaninful tingz...

its a comprehension,gt one sentence is sayin.."过敏症"..

cher was explainin tat it means tat tingz that wil makes you cry..><

den i was sayin to cianyuh tis..

"我对你的花言巧语有过敏症.."

arrrrggghhh,i wan learn to play piano..

but i jus cant "join" the two hand tgt to play a piece arh..><

if i hav learn hw to play piano..

the 1st ting i will do is to learn the fav. song of my love one,den play ferr hym,to giv hym surprise de lor..

hehes...XD

and. . .

i saw a printed bag,of a pic tat is a pair of couple..

so nice and cute lor...

haiz...><

bt damn ex sia..><

68bucks ferr a handbag..

and i dono wher is the shop located at...bleahx...Xp

"if you love me,just as you told me..please be careful with my heart..you can tak it,but just don't break it.."

loves ♥,

2009-01-20T20:37:00.006+08:00

{you told me all beautiful lies,and i have made a beautiful mistake by stupidly believe it♥}

i hav no strength to care much tingz anymore..

my aim nw is study well barh..

i jus dont care anymore abt other tingz le lar..><

and if yOu think tat im that kind of person..

i can onl tell yOu that i hav love and trust the rong person ferr the 480th daes wen im wif yOu barh..><

hmmmms,sianz..my love wif yOu lik jus a run..

wen i love yOu deeply,the run was lik ver slow,hav a happy times..

wen i hurt until deeply the run was sO fast,til cant tak a breath inproperly;heart beat ver fast..

and when i was relieve everything,my run wil be ended..and my heart wil jus stop pumpin ferr yOu..

and the onl thing i wil regret that i nv tel yOu and do a thing wif yOu..

mayb thats the onl guilty i wil leave ferr the whole life barh..

"gravitation cannot held responsible for people FALLING in love"

loves ♥,

2009-01-18T14:31:00.005+08:00

{when will i learn to let go..♥}

bOii,the BLACK one is realy damn sexy lehx..hahas..XD

waaa,ytd i read a news..is lik damn bloody cool and cute..{:

its abt a couple love each other deeply..

bt guess wat. . .

the girl age is onl 5yr old..

and ferr the boi is 6yr old onl..

tey live in america,den at ther ver cold..><

tey wanted to go sm where ther is much more warmer,africa,and had their WEDDING..><

their bridemaid is the girl de sis,which is 7yrs old lor..wth lar..><"

tey at nite wanted to elope to africa..

bt tey do not hav money ferr airticket or watever..

den tey was at airport found so suspicion..

and was report to the police..><

aft tat wat hapen,den i dono le..><"

its lik sO cool and cute lor..

wish i can elope wif my love ones tOo..{:

bt wil i ever had the chance..?o.O ><"

"i know im not the beautiful girl alive,neither the smartest..but i do know that im the luckiest girl alive,because i have you.."

loves ♥,

2009-01-16T20:40:00.005+08:00

{who will be the lOve plaster of mine..♥}

arggggggghhhhhh...><

i wanted tO use com on 13th de..

hmmmms,i mean i gt use until lar..

bt my internet connection fail...bleahx..><"

"oO+--no /-. --H+!m--s3@p--3H+--ss!w --!"

haix,i onl can treasure tingz ta yOu've given me..

"难道人总是要等到失去了,才懂得珍惜吗.."

waaa,sianz sia...

the sec 1s arh..

let me scream until lik siao za bo sia..><

haiz..until the campfire night,i cfm wil be lik no voice le lar..><

suck up lor..

bOii,rmb..no matter what,yOur heart mus be sweet..(:

coz onl wen yOu're sweet,i den wil be sweet tOo..(:

btw,BLACK and HOT PINK

is the lastest fashion colour horr...{:

"love is like maths..it ADD;happiness..MINUS;problems..

MULTIPLY;fun and DIVIDE;tension.."

loves ♥,